okay . again :|

why , why , and why ?
this is a thing that I hate since I was in kindergarten : knowing that there is someone who imitates me .
I don't care , what side of me that he/she imitates . Whether if it is my style , my words , my creations , my imaginations , and the most part that I hate is .....
if the copycat starts to imitate my creations , and my ideas , absolutely .

this is a problem that makes me mad .
I always be emotional if this problem enter my life , I confess !
I confess that I hate this part .
I try to be patient . I just want to tell my feeling .

this is my blog . this is my diary . this is my own blog . this is my own diary , and i write it honestly . really .

this is the most thing i cannot tolerate .
once someone do it , i cannot tolerate .
yeah , it's confused . what can i do ?
tell the copycat to not copy my words , my style , my creation ? nope .
or when he/she conscious of this , he/she will say : "yeaaaaaah , okay it's over , i will change my *blablablablabla* . is it only you who use it ? hah ? nope ! everybody can use it !"
hmmmm , confused , huh ?

yeaaaa the only sentence that i can say that statement is : " yeah , you're true . you can use it . but WHY it's very precise , completely precise and almost the same with mine ? you can say it like...the format , and almost everything that i have , you too !"

but my instinct feels it very deep !

i asked to people around me . and the results is the same : he euh atuh dit , gimana ga kesel .

honestly , i don't wanna discuss this topic further because it just make me stress and mad . but i want to share my feelings , because if i bury it , i will get broken-heart yaaaaaa such like that .
i just keep this secret only for me .

sigh . sigh . sigh . sigh .
aaaaaaaaaaaaaargh this is the time for refreshing , why could this happened ?
try to forgive . try to forgive . try to forgive .