you

i'm not going nowhere . i'm still standing here , or just walking here -- i don't care , i will see you there , smiled , or i won't .
but the first option , maybe that is why my heart brought me here because something that i want

i see you through the window
the peacock is still the same . but since you've been here -- its feather has been more , and more fascinating and touchable , just like a green infusion
green infusion in the jungle -- when the Tarzan that shouting with his bravery , found me as the stranded Little Red Riding Hood

I brought my basket for my grandmother
but , grandma .. can i brought you the another ?
I swear , I will beg to my mother
my hands couldn't move , something pulled me in
to the atmosphere
to the fantasy , where I , 1) smile when I thinking about it , 2) i can't stop chuckled , 3) it's something , more than best , more than special -- i'm a love traveler , and I am too exhausted to think , is it something or someone ? No matter what it is , it / he shined my trip and refresh my lips if it is some water from the oasis

but i can taste , I can feel the purity , more pure than drops by drops of water
It is the one i have to wait
I have considered , I have some desire to find a new , fascinating adventure , more than helicopter , more than roller coaster
and the Tarzan , is not the only Tarzan -- it is more than an adventure
he is the one in disguise , that always come to my adventure -- my dream
although i have never invited him , never

the uninvited one , that made my party in my delightful adventure , always more than spectacular

are you..
the prince charming , someone that has made one of my trip was like a happy ending -- oh , may I call you the Prince Charming if I were your Snow White ?
even you didn't kiss , even you didn't take me on your lap when you brought me to your castle...
there is something in you , something in you , oh something in you
you might not save me from the poisonous apple
but you are absolutely more than a sunshine , or even itself

I am keep waiting ..
I hardly ever be patient when I look at the map
To choose the path
So that I can reach you someday ,
to the place over the rainbow
And accelerate the way I walk with my fate
To say 'hello' to my destiny , and ask the destiny , where can i meet you again ?

but , still you be the one ? are you really the sunshine I am searching for when the things are cold as ice ?
are you the stars , that decorate the skies ?

but you are in my heart
although you are near ,
but the big wall , between your world and my world has appeared

Send me some message with your owl
Tell me , are you the Prince if I were Aurora , that wake me up from my nightmare ?
And slow me down on the dance floor
To take it easy , even the beat is more than fast
Cause we have to feel the atmosphere next time -- slowly and lovely
I have to tell my name , and so that you too

I need you , because I love you

©Avinindita Nura Lestari

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dazzling smile , dazzling pinch , dazzling eyes and i can't stop scream
source of energy
i have never invited you into my dreams , but you always came nowadays .
both of us tried to make our feelings extremely happy spontaneously

and it is you . i love you . i love you . i love you

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semuanya emang kalo kamu nemuin sesuatu yang baru
hampir semuanya positif .
semuanya emang bikin kamu yakin akan rasa kamu yang lama
dan kamu tau ?
sesuatu yang baru itu adalah kepastian , bukti , dari semua rasa yang kamu pendem

but life goes on
goes on and goes on
and you are the actor
and you have different roles
so
day by day
just wait for the script to be read ;)
cause everything would be never as it seems

cold

my eyes says , they have trapped into your eyes
my eyes says , they have met another eyes that would never left them in the ice

my ears say , they have heard something beautiful
about the voice
about something shivered but it tasted warm
about something different but it tasted warm
about something charming but it tasted very warm

my hands , my clothes , my hair , and every smile i always paint
say that I have become yours
and it has been the purity of love
it has been long , very very long

but something has gone
you made me feel alive , but it tasted that something has died
i can't bury , i won't let them cold in the fury

cause it has been empty
it has been very empty
you have been tried , and so that I too
but you may come here in the night , knock at my door , and wait for the reason why :
'We can't be together anymore . We walked in the wrong corridor . I have tried everything , and I have been waiting for the miracle . But in the night , when my night had spent most of counting stars , It haven't just come yet .

So , would you go on , or would it done here ?

peek a boo !

it is always be difficult , if you involved or get into trouble .
i know , it is easier to hide , and it is more difficult to face it .
and when you get it , and when it has successfully touched your heart ,
your feelings never die . your feelings never lie . your feelings never run . but it shines you like a sun .

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"Jangan pernah nge-ekspos berlebihan segala sesuatu geura , apalagi kalau kamu cuma liat luarnya"

Avinindita Nura Lestari

everything will be solved if ...

i think my feelings never lie . although it is different when you placed into a situation , but then-- when you make decisions , it's all based on your feelings and your thoughts . despite the fact , that it is harder if you feel without think , and think without feel HAHAHA LOL . i'm sorry if it is too complicated but...
i wonder , there was a difference between how to use your feelings and how to use your thoughts in a certain ways . but , why don't we just broke the rules and make everything simpler ? mix them and you will get the answer . it is ... THINK and BE OPTIMISTIC ! think represents your thoughts . imagine that you are the creator of the wonderland . then , every single parts of that wonderland , will made you full of happiness so , if you that creator , you must be ready and must be relax when surprises from the wonderland's creature are coming up to see you -- whether it is bad , whether it is not . so , in this case , you think the strategies when the problems are there , but , you feel , how to make your strategies success ! as easy as A B C